I realized I had been telling myself that it was okay to be miserable now, because in a few months, I’d be through all this.
But that wasn’t good enough. I didn’t want to do that. What I needed to do was enjoy every day, because every day is precious. It all just hit me so hard. It was clear that I needed a major attitude adjustment more than anything else. All of these issues still exist, but I’m not miserable anymore. I’m back to having fun.